6 sections na lang!!!!

makakatulog na ako!!!! di pa naman ako inaantok pero gusto ko nang magpahinga... kanina pa ako nagbabasa... hirap talaga magpakasipag...

I just realized...

I don't have an obligation to be nice to anyone just because it's good manners...

If I don't feel like being nice, I can be a bitch if I want to... (which I already do when I feel like it)...

However, the least I can do is be polite if a person is being nice to me... ayoko naman maging bastos... masyado...

pero if the person is too dense to see that he/she is making a nuisance of himself/herself... bastos na kung bastos... I don't have time for dense/stupid people who don't know when to bug off...

So, it got me thinking, is being polite just a euphemism for being plastik? hmmm.. yeah maybe... in some cases...

oh well, sige basa na ulit.. hehehe procrastination is key! to what? uhmm... to not sleeping when there's work to be done? weheheehhehe...

I learned that...

a person is not always as good as everyone thinks he/she is...
and also that a person is not always as bad as everyone thinks he/she is...
(George Clooney in RD Dec 2005)


I know that I'll only be as good as how I think of myself to be... which is why from now on...

I think...

damn, I'M GOOD!

Ok, now let's work on that second degree...

note to self:

stop whining... you've done enough of it... now... get to WORK!

graduation... here I come!!! (sana...) hehehe...

yoko lang i-jinx...

p.s.
LORD GOD, thanks... for everything... and for everything else that isn't... =)

kahit 2 days late...

HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYONE!!!

body clock ko... SIRA

syete... kasabayan talaga ng last weeks of school (SANA) ang pagkaleche ng body clock ko...

may laro pa ako bukas.. dapat magising ako ng maaga.. pero andito pa rin ako kasi di pa ako makatulog... tomorrow is my last game of softball sa UAAP... huhuhu.. syet naiiyak ako... ba't ba naman kasi sentimental ako... syete... ok tama na...

i'll save my reminiscin' for another post na lang muna... kasi kung kelan andito na ako saka naman ako inaantok... kaninang nakahiga ako.. dilat na dilat yung mata ko... kung kelan nagsisimula na ako magtayp.. bigla naman bumigat ang mga dakila kong eyelids.. buhay nga naman... may autodetect ata talaga tong mga mata ko na kapag anything related to academic stuff (e.g. writing, typing, reading) ang ginagawa ko ay bibigat siya agad eh...

siya siya... pahinga na...

ATENEO!!! ONE BIG FIGHT!!!

SANA GRUMADUATE AKO...

takte... kinakabahan na ako... SOOOOOOoBBBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAA....

feb 24... due yung thesis paper namin...
feb 27... thesis defense (tentative)
mar 24... grad sched...

the first 2 scheds... sure akong mangyayari sila kahit anong mangyari... mapostpone man to or whatever... they'll happen... and im sure to be part of it even if I MESS UP BIG TIME...
the last one... yeah.. it'll happen too... FOR SURE... and it won't be postponed... for me... IF i mess up...

syeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttt....

ang nanay ko pinagkakalat na sa probinsya na gragraduate ako... eh pano kung hindi!!!! pakshet!!!!!!!!!! ewan.. leche kasing thesis yan... syeeeeeeeeeeettttttt...

kahit nga mag relax ay bawal kasi sobrang behind kami... kailangan naka-panic mode kami if we want to finish on time... i mean.. hindi naman yung panic na na manginginig ka na lang sa kaba... wala ka namang mapapala nun... panic as in work as if we don't have time... which we really don't have... leche...

to anyone reading this... please pray for my thesis to go well... and pray for me to graduate ON TIME... kahit kelan di ko talaga pinangarap na maging Octoberian... no offense to Octoberians... kasi pag bumagsak talaga ako... i don't think i'll have enough motivation to continue whatever i "will" (which i hope i don't) mess up this sem until whenever...

yeah.. yeah... if ever nga di ako grumad this march malamang mapipilitan pa rin ako magwork to finish everything... (i'm no quitter... kasi, if I was... I'd have quit long before I suffered any indignities... e.g. crying over failing grades and stupid/incompetent teachers because of frustration ) pero i won't have ANY passion in it na... sa ngayon nga... medyo nahihirapan na ako... then pa kaya...

sana... talaga... sana...