what makes me cry these days...

• sad movies...
  

• frustration...

• feeling of incompetence...

• realizing that even knowing that God loves me unconditionally, I still don't know if I also love Him unconditionally... realizing that even if I know that I want to please him, I still can't seem to do the things which I know will make Him proud of me...

• the reality that God loves me... no matter how incompetent I am, no matter how I disobey him, and even if I stopped talking to him for months, when I start talking to him again... He still listens to what I have to say and still gives me what's best for me...