Sunday, February 12, 2006

SANA GRUMADUATE AKO...

takte... kinakabahan na ako... SOOOOOOoBBBBBBRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAA....

feb 24... due yung thesis paper namin...
feb 27... thesis defense (tentative)
mar 24... grad sched...

the first 2 scheds... sure akong mangyayari sila kahit anong mangyari... mapostpone man to or whatever... they'll happen... and im sure to be part of it even if I MESS UP BIG TIME...
the last one... yeah.. it'll happen too... FOR SURE... and it won't be postponed... for me... IF i mess up...

syeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttt....

ang nanay ko pinagkakalat na sa probinsya na gragraduate ako... eh pano kung hindi!!!! pakshet!!!!!!!!!! ewan.. leche kasing thesis yan... syeeeeeeeeeeettttttt...

kahit nga mag relax ay bawal kasi sobrang behind kami... kailangan naka-panic mode kami if we want to finish on time... i mean.. hindi naman yung panic na na manginginig ka na lang sa kaba... wala ka namang mapapala nun... panic as in work as if we don't have time... which we really don't have... leche...

to anyone reading this... please pray for my thesis to go well... and pray for me to graduate ON TIME... kahit kelan di ko talaga pinangarap na maging Octoberian... no offense to Octoberians... kasi pag bumagsak talaga ako... i don't think i'll have enough motivation to continue whatever i "will" (which i hope i don't) mess up this sem until whenever...

yeah.. yeah... if ever nga di ako grumad this march malamang mapipilitan pa rin ako magwork to finish everything... (i'm no quitter... kasi, if I was... I'd have quit long before I suffered any indignities... e.g. crying over failing grades and stupid/incompetent teachers because of frustration ) pero i won't have ANY passion in it na... sa ngayon nga... medyo nahihirapan na ako... then pa kaya...

sana... talaga... sana...

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