im so tired....

i'm so tired...

i crave for those times when my only problem was to find what i could do to fill up those neurotically boring times...

i'm so tired...

my mind just turns off without warning...

i'm so tired...

i just want to stop BEING...

i'm so tired...

i just want to sit outside and stay that way for hours...

i'm so tired...

I just want to look at the stars... really just look at the damned stars... and maybe even try counting them...

im so tired...

...that with all the crap that I must/have to deal with in school, I still have time to write this thing...

im JUST so damned tired...